Dear me,
Why have you've been abusing yourself? Why have you not try to be happy again? If you keep on holding up all of this emotion, you will turn out to become one of those crazy people in your mother's hospital! I swear, if you arent going to be happy, I'll kill you! If you want to be happy, just tell everyone that you care about not to worry about you, even if you are sad about the fact that a friend doesnt think back like you do. I know it is hard to have one of your earliest loves decline you since they are in love with someone else, I've been there! But just think what Gabe H. said "I'm here now and I'm going to make the best of it!" With that going through your mind, virtually nothing could make you sad! You know who you like, why dont you tell them again how much they mean to you?

Dear Future Self,
Well, well look at yourself now, buster! You're being the greatest person alive to the people you care about! You surely were as optimistic as you were when you were 14. You see, this is your past talking, and I just want you to know how my mind was back then, and all you have to do is just look through all of the things that were going on here...Mariokartwii.com. Maybe this site is locked up for good, but you have to know those people that really meant to you were. (Names stated in my actual save state on the computer) You love them, they care for you, when you give a little, you gain a little. Just realize that the peson who really influenced you most is really one of the best people in the world, you can never settle for just a friendship, now can you? But you sure are how you were at 15. Just try to remember who you are, and why you're here.

Dear Mike(Sünta/Mankow/yellow toad),
You surely have to be one of the greatest friends I have! You make my laugh whether it's a joke or just raging at me for beating you in mario kart x] You are definitely a friend to keep just like Spongebob and Patrick, you and I we're like brothers...only closer C: Sünta, going to your house and playing outside with the Frisbee and tossing it at my brother's head on accident really made us literally ROFL. We do have great moments together, but it is best if both of us keep them secret between us and our siblings. You rock Mike!
Watch this when you're finished will ya'? You certainly are a friend I intend to keep, especially when we are in the grave...


Dear best friends on the forums,
I love you all! I dont care what you do to me, you're still going to be in my heart. You all, made me smile on my gloomy days, but after reading this, I owe you!
My friends on here
(feminine part) Cookeh, Nicole, this is for you...
I love both of you, I really do. You both make me happy even when I'm down in the dumps. You've earned your very special place in my heart, and you've earned it! You make me smile, I'll make you smile from reading this!

Cookeh- What more could a guy ask for? You're beautiful, smart, friendly, and most of all caring. Even though your heart is taken, I'll respect that. You need your privacy. I'll just go bother you another time about it. Our conversations with each other may not have been much, but surely, it's been a blast. Especially our call we had. I got to say, that was one of the most nerve wracking experience of my life! I got so nervous that I could hear you and you could see me. It was surely weird, but you must say, it was fun. You looked at me with nothing but being optimistic. When I lost my optimism after being blown to the heart by someone(this wasnt you), I really couldnt take much more. For days after that, I was depressed, I was sad, I was lonely...But you certainly helped me up! I was in a rut, you almost took me out now. You really give me motivation to continue each and every day! You're a friend definitely to keep for a long time...Love you! x3

Nicole- After I met you, I was just here to help you out, and possibly add you on MKW. First we barely talked and only about the game, but now we just can talk about anything! We talked in general after adding each other on MKW, and then I started to grow fond of you already! Nicole, you really are full of laughs, and showing me that you care. After that, you and I took our conversations to the E-mail! That was then a growing of the way I think of you! Then I found you to be a friend, you and I started to talk about ourselves and even send a picture to each other. Then when I started to "understand" you, you just wanted to leave the forums. Surely I got upset and asked you why, but I know how it is now. Then on I went on to telling you why you should go back, blah, blah blah(you reading this dont want to know the whole thing x]) Nicole then after hearing what you said, I asked a mod to bring you back, and he did (thanks alot "Phobos"). And here we are now. You got me to have a MSN, and then we had our first video call ^^ You have to say we did have a barrel of monkeys x] and enjoyed making a fool of ourselves. Noticing that I could add effects, that just made the call, THAT much better. Aye, you did put your hair on fire, but that was completely my fault, sorry about that [x Nicole after that moment, you and I are where we are today...You apply for everything in my mind from an amazing person to a zappy person. You and I, we rub off on each other ever single day! I love you Nicole, and I hope we continue to go the way we are <3

(masculine part) Jet, Spaz this is for you...
Both of you are outstanding people in my life! You both helped me with anything and I helped you with anything. Both of you showed how much you care, and earned yourself a little note on this post...

Jet- Or should I say, Natlynk? When I joined this community, I found a clan called Babylon Rogues. As I saw that, I was certain that you liked Sonic as much as I did. So I checked it out, I said, hey this doesnt seem so bad, I want to join. Thats when I met you I tried out for the clan. With all of my skills on the game, you accepted me into the clan
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