So you probably all know that I love caffeine a little too much? Well, today started stupid, I had to be such a stupid idiot.

But then later, I drank my caffeine as usual, except it wasn't coffee nor cola. It was some energy drink. Monster. 2 of them. And.... wow, just wow... my social anxiety had just completely gone down the drain so much tonight. It's almost like I'm drunk, except I'm not. Seriously, just wow.

I know I have a lot of explaining to do, but at least...

Ok, it has been way too long since last time I wrote a blog, and I just need to write about anything at this point! It's pretty funny because there are numerous things I could write about all day, but can't get myself to. I'll likely get into those more in some days.... hopefully. :)

So after trying to think about something else to write for the past few hours, I decided on this: Things I was scared of when I was younger.

I'm not scared of much to be honest, but that's...

It's been a while since I wrote something. While quite a number of things has happened that I could write about for paragraphs, I'm not going to. So, other than that, there isn't really much I can write about. All I can say is that 2012 will be different. Possibly very different, and I hope I don't mess up the year.

There are some things I successfully changed about myself this year, and one of these things was weight loss. No, I wasn't fat before that, I'm just.... a bit slimmer...

First, I want to say that I closed the arcade game I was meant to play for a number of hours to beat the high score. That is not like me! I watched nyan Youmu for 3 hours straight one time!


Actual blog:
I haven't seen her for like a month now. Only heard her a few times and stuff. She didn't even come with me to Spain last month when she was supposed to. It's not some other half, but it's someone that's important to me.

Now..... if you can guess who I'm...

I have transformed my body to become a caffeine fueled machine! As in, if I don't have tea or coffee (cola might work) for over two day, I automatically start getting into bad form, even if things are great. I could imagine that winning the lottery without being fuelled by coffee wouldn't lift my mood much. Anyway, so I noticed that when I had no caffeine yesterday, I just started getting a bit mad and unhappy, even though nothing was wrong. I woke up feeling fine, but started feeling a bit down...