It’s strange to reflect on life and what you’ve accomplished. It’s also strange to think about how you might come across to other people. When I was growing up, I used to be very insecure, quiet, naïve and had absolutely no confidence. This might have been a reason I was bullied for the majority of my school life. I must have come across to other people as an easy target who wouldn’t fight back. And they were probably right, I didn’t fight back. In fact, thinking about it, I probably provoked it...

5 years…that’s half a decade I’ve been part of these forums. Now, I know it’s not quite 5 years but it’s not too far away.

I look at the forums today and see how completely different they are to what they used to be. The people have changed, the atmosphere has changed and I personally find that I don’t really interact with any of the members here anymore. That is except when I’m moderating but those occasions aren’t exactly friendly encounters.

I remember my first...

Anyway, after I left, I quickly found a new clan where I knew I’d outplay anyone in it. And maybe this was my way of trying to establish myself in the clan community in order to be able to climb higher. Baring in mind that I had just told MKR that I was too busy to be able to clan due to my A levels. This clan was called Clan Volo. It was led by a guy called Stui (forum name) and one of the more active people there was called Viper. I don’t really know why I joined the clan other than the reason...

Ignore the first paragraph. I started writing this when I was going to leave for good. But I really do want to leave my legacy behind one day as being here was a part of my life. I'll upload about 1000 words of it a week.


Ok so this is going to take me a while to write but it’s something I feel like I have to do. I mean, after 4 years, I can’t just leave without saying something and since this community had such a huge impact on my life it’s only right to talk about my time...