I feel that I can't trust people.
Posted 06-09-2011 at 07:12 PM by Echo
I had a hard time trusting friends due to the fact that I don't talk very much. I been this way ever since high school when my best friend betrayed me by using me as a bank. I swore I'll get back at him by starting fights with him and accusing him as a stalker so he will get in trouble. After graduation, I felt ashamed because I want to be friends again but not if is he going to use me. So I can't seem to open myself up to others since I had many hardships over the past and I want to get over it.
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Yeah, you're right. What I meant by using me like a bank is he likes to ask me for money a lot so he'll trust me more. But he is just using me. I hate people who use others for their own benefits.Posted 06-11-2011 at 12:16 AM by Echo
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The person who is right is Wolfy. I know him since middle school like in the 8th Grade. He wasn't friendly at first because he was making rude comments about me but later on in the school year, he was nice. So I befriended him until next year in high school, he was acting bad like he doesn't want to be friends with me anymore. That's when the trouble started because I've been seeing him hanging out with bad people who use drugs and like to bully others just to be more popular. So I had to break up the friendship even though we went on some field trips, I let him borrow some games of mine and I came over to his house twice. I felt terrible, depressed, and angry every time I see him during school and I never wanted to see him again. That's how I ended up like this because I don't want to be betrayed again. I only have 2 real life friends after school since everybody I know at school doesn't want to talk or hang out with me since they're not interested in my hobbies.Posted 06-11-2011 at 02:01 AM by Echo
Updated 06-11-2011 at 02:23 AM by Echo
