Ugh. Those paragraphs were powerful, I have to say. You've gone trough a lot, the mentioned friends are in my mind portraited as purely despicable. How anyone really go trough with doing that, I find hard to believe. Regardless of your request of no sympathy, I still do feel bad. What've happened to you is completely terrible, and I'm ensured you don't deserve it a bit.
Troughout my life, I've learned that if you keep your head high, it'll eventually turn out better in the end. Hope and optimism is two great things. Understandable how you, in your situation, would have problems staying optimistic, but regardless - give it a try. I wish you the best of luck in the future. Everyone that've posted before me, and after me, for that matter - cares about you, we wish you better. That way, you can't ever say no-one cares. Good luck.